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Friday, May 21, 2010

Friends

here we go.

coming in june 2010. the girls are back! new semester is coming! omg! kene letak azam sekarang (;

shah alam here i come.
I miss my housemate, my polymates, my bff, & of coz my everything<3


Life was tough. can you still call yourself a girl at twenty? Maybe I'll never feel like a grown-up. but the most important of all, jiwa jgn tua sgt. kene maintain muda la.


ok guys, saya nak story about FRIENDS.

semua orang ade kawan kan? tapi kawan baik susah nak cari. kalau ade pon sekor dua je. nth depan kite je die baik belakang hampeh but so far as i know. kwn2 saya xde lah mcm tu. kalau ade gadoh pon thats normal.
but now. saya xnk 100% depends on my friends. susah or senang just saya je yg tahu. bukan sombong apa. but i just follow with the flow. is that clear?

btw we all expected to live happily ever after. friendship never end. & i really hope so.

but sometimes kawan tu ada dgn kita bile kite sng. kalau susah, dia akan menyampah dgn kita. that's true. so tolong lah jgn nafikan.

but happy ever after has not turned out to be what I expected at all.In my mind happiness like ''touch & go'' (jgn pikir touch n go kat highway tu plak ye kwn2.)

note to self: there's no perfect answers




Thursday, May 20, 2010

counting a day

Huh. 3 weeks more. damn. cepat lahhhhhh masa berlalu.


kan besh kalau ade DOREAMON. all my problems can solve easily. tapi saya tahu die xkn muncul sbb tu semua dalam dunia fantastic! i said again FANTASTIC! what does ''fantastic'' mean? eh eh eh, kene plak bg maksud. pergi lah cari sendiri. kamus kat MPH kan banyak. xsabar nye rasa nak abes practical tp sometimes rasa sedih jugak mana taknye semua staff kat situ dah macam family sendiri. dieorg tak BULI saya tapi saya yang BULI dieorg. HAHA. tapi saya tahu diaorang sedih sangat sebab saya nak tgglkan dieorang. sebab saya yang paling KECOH dlm office tu. keje saya POTPET POTPET. usik diaorg. buat lawak shincan. tanpa saya, sunyi lah office tu. ceyyy perasan je. sekali sekala perasan ape salahnye. baru maju hidup. ye tak?


Hak cipta mak datin terpelihara
Haaa ni lah bakal businesswoman. coming soon!

Tapi satu je yang buat saya pening. semua ingat saya ni dah KAHWIN. sebaik org tak pikir saya ni JANDA. kalau tak, mmg saya pengsan depan dorang ondaspot. Abang kat sebelah office pon tiap2 hari dok buat sweet2(bunyi kat mulot tu). naik bosan pon ade. tapi saya jujor je dgn dorang . saya cakap

''weh ! aku dah ada nak 3orang lah tgok perot aku ni ade tambah sorang lagi''


*padahal perot aku buncit sbb lemak bukan baby.tapi sebaik perot aku ni jadi penyelamat. untung ade perot buncit taw uolls!


tu lah rutin saya setiap hari. bosan, dikelilingi bro-bro. uncle-uncle. auntie-auntie. atok-atok & nenek-nenek. but its called experience.


thanks alot to abang hanafi, khairul afifie, ka.zaiton. k.dayah. and k.suraya. i miss you all badly.



Wednesday, May 19, 2010

SECRETS OF MINE

HELLO peeps!

sorry for a quite long time i didn't update this blog. ); for real i'm busy. It's the way the world is. sorry again.

now i am doing practical. yeah such a great thing that i never had but sometimes it was a fucking dreams.

''FATIN NUR AFIQAH BTE MAHMUD''.
\ She works all hours, has no home life, and cares only about getting a partnership.

nevermind. just put out ur mind from thinking about real her.



Do you wanna know about a few secrets of mine? yeah let us see.


1. ''SYASYA ROSLI'' is a fake. stupid asshole.
2. I really love my sweet GF. they always be there for me.
3. I'm totally TAKEN by HIM <3 We've been 'couples' for just a year.
4 I have no idea what M.G stands for. or even what it is.
5. My S.E is hurting me
6. I love my virgin
7. I've always thought , I can't wait to have a degree (;
8. I prefer walking than driving
9. I was planning to go on a diet when i think i should do.
10. Yes, I did watch that IRONMAN 2. it was great.
11. I love lazy mornings, lying in bed and thinking about the day ahead.




yeah i'm done.



BETTY & VERONICA'S COMIC.
i'm addicted to it.


omg! it's going to be an amazing book. try read this one.

HAHA


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well start from now on.

I won't take any thing as seriously. let it be.

arrgggggghhhhh sometimes i feel like to dying my hair. but i can't. jeles tgok org rambot color-color. tp apa nak buat. rambot tak secantik uolls. besides, dah insaf sikit sikit. ceyyy.

today i feel 50;50

mean is rasa bahagia plus rasa sedih.

what? rasa bahagia? mind to share??
HAHA i can't.

how bout u said rase sedih??
hmmm i don't know. I still can't quite believe it.

OK. Don't panic. Everything's going to be fine. Of course it is. It's simply a matter of letting my higher self take over. biasa lah manusia. tidak terlepas dr kritikan. if it happened once, it can happen again, can't it? yes of course it will happen.


AL-KISAH tentang kehidupan seorang perempuan kecil.

Wawawaa. ayat kat atas ni sinonim dengan diri aku. kecil, gemok n bla bla bla. ok what. atleast mengaku lah jugak dr x mengaku. yeah aku sedang berpraktikal. my life was sux here. kinda bored everyday. but yg beshnye officemates sume rock abes. yang selebihnya nak tahu. u can ask me directly.

11june 2010. please come quickly. haaa byk gile agenda aku nak buat bile sudah tiba tarikh tersebut. mana taknye. bf di sana. kwn2 tercinta pun ade disana. bukan ape. bosan lah stay kat jb lama2. kwn2 mmg lah ada. tp ade satu hamba allah lah kan asek selalu ganggu hidup aku'' kemana aku pergi. segala apa aku buat. die dpt detect. aiyooo dh mcm detective conan lah budak tu. but the problem here is, die bgtaw sume org apa aku buat. tu yg aku rimas rimas dan terus rimas. bf aku pun xbuat mcmtu. sbb die taw org bodoh je buat mcm tu.


* takpe lah tuhan maha adil. what goes around comes around.


I'M SICK OF EVERYTHING. FULLSTOP.